I am tired, but not defeated (poem)

Yes I am tired 

Very much afraid 

& so much upset... 

Life have became like hell 

All seems too hopeless 

Is it here I am only

Who is thinking  negatively... 

What to do, 

Where to go, 

Everyone is fighting to survive. 

Someone praying god

Someone is waiting for a miracle 

Someone is waiting for death

& I am here locked in my room. 

No it will not work, 

I have to fight my fears

I have to win over my fears

I know its not that much easy

I know its not that much easy 

But there is a feeling 

Deep inside the heart

The feeling saying 

All is well, all is well

& I am replying 

"Yeah, I am just tired, 

I know I am tired 

But not defeated."

Dear friends whatever happening in this year 2020 is really hard to understand & digest. The Covid 19, the innocent labours 1000 mile's of walking, their hungry & crying faces, the relationships with other countries, bloody politics, earthquake, death's of lovely actors, the unbelievable suicide & jobless peoples. More than enough to go in depression. To get anxiety. But I want to tell all, please be hopeful, take care of your loved one & live life for today, live in today. Don't think, what will happen tomorrow or what wrong have happened in past? Just try to be strong & told your heart, 

"I am ready to fight with everything to survive. I deserve a good & happy life."

Thankyou.

Writer, Archana Sonagre Wasatkar 

PG in Counseling in mental health 

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